Love Letter: Month 20

23-Sep-2010 08:46

 

Holy cow you are twenty months old already.  I’ll have you know, this has happened without my consent.  This means that in a mere four months you are going to be two years old.  I’m not sure if I’m ready for that.  Daddy and I always wanted two healthy children and we are so blessed to have had our wish granted.  But this means that the baby days are over in our house.

Months ago I knew you were no longer a baby, but a toddler.  I remember when it happened, in my mind, for both you and Rylee.  Both were bittersweet moments for me.  Someday, when you have your own children, you will know exactly what I mean by that.

19-Sep-2010 12:22

 

The past month has been full of ‘firsts’ for you.  At the end of September we took a week’s vacation and went to Rehoboth Beach with the entire Tanner clan.  We stayed in a townhouse that was just perfect for our group.  Everyone had a lot of fun both at the house and at the beach.  All the grandkids thoroughly enjoyed the sand and ocean.  Some enjoyed the ocean more than others though. You were definitely more of a fan than your sister.  You and Daddy had so much fun standing at the edge of where the waves were crashing and getting splashed.  You could have spent the entire day there if there wasn’t miles of sand to play in too.  I’m still amazed at just how much little kids just don’t care about where sand ends up on them.  I’m telling you, I think we were cleaning sand off/out of you for a week.  It was worth it though because you couldn’t have had more fun.

19-Sep-2010 12:32

 

Rylee was much more cautious when it came to playing in the ocean. I think having her older cousins there helped to push her to try it the last day or two.  She spent a little bit of time playing in the waves, but her time was nothing compared to yours.

The biggest first for you was a week ago.  I finally got a new job.  (Woo Hoo!) which meant that you were off to daycare five days a week.  You don’t remember it, but you did a six week stint there when you were only four months old.  Going this time was much harder on you and me.  Thankfully Rylee was tickled pink to be back and playing with her friends again.  You however just wanted to run out the door behind me for the first week.

To be fair, the first two days you were content to sit and eat your breakfast as I left. But by Wednesday you had it all figured out and you knew that I was leaving, for the day, and you weren’t happy about it.  Daddy does pick up and he told me that you cry every day when he picks you up. I think it’s a cry of relief as if to say, “You came back for me!!!  I don’t have to stay here for eternity!!!”

21-Sep-2010 15:41

 

This week we started out strong again but today you were crying into your waffles when I left.  I know that your crying only lasts a few minutes.  Then you chow down and go to play with your new friends.  I hope that in another week or so you will be a pro at it all and not cry during drop off or pick up.

You are definitely learning so much these days. Your vocabulary is growing and so is your ability to put short sentences together.

20-Sep-2010 17:49

 

There is only one thing I would change about you right now.  That is that would be a MUCH less messy eater.  Rylee was never as messy as you at any age. I am amazed at just how much of a mess you make at mealtime.  You make a mess of yourself, the chair you sit on and the table and floor around you.  I know eventually you won’t be such a messy eater, but can you please get there soon?

Love, Momma

Miracles Do Happen

You know how you get up in the morning, go about your day and you get a phone call at some point that changes your day?  That happened to me on Monday.

I got a call from a friend of mine in Florida.  I was surprised to hear from her, especially in the middle of the day.  She called to ask me if I remembered how to tell if a certain brand of pregnancy test showed the results.  I sent these to her quite a while ago and I had no clue anymore. I felt badly at first, but then she described what she was looking at, two lines. One a strong pink and the other there, but not as strong.  Now in the world I live in, if you’re trying to get pregnant, lines are good.  I told her to go out and by two digital tests that show “pregnant” instead of lines. 

I was excited, but trying not to get too excited.  You see, this is a friend who has been through the ringer.  She and her wonderful husband have been trying to get pregnant for FOUR years.  In that time I have had two babies.  They have been to so many specialists, accupuncturists and whoever else has a degree in helping you get pregnant.  They have also had their hearts broken a few times in the adoption arena.  To say that these two want to be parents is the understatement of the century. 

Well the digital tests both showed PREGNANT.  Now it’s time to get more excited!  She called her doctor and went in to have blood drawn because we all know this is the be-all-end-all when you need to find out if you’re pregnant or not.  To say that the 24 hours we all waited to find out the results was a long time is again an understatement.  That said, if you heard lots of screaming, jumping up and down and general shreeks of happiness around 3pm yesterday it was a big group of friends celebrating an even bigger miracle.  There are eight of us along the East Coast and one in the middle of the country, but I think we made enough noise that the entire country heard us scream with excitement.

So go through your day today and maybe you too will get a call that will remind you that God does answer prayers with miracles.